in the life of velo
one leaped quickly
ledge to ledge
in the terrabit perfection
of our reality
no time for talkin’
cupboards bare and the
knock on the door
fear of spiders fading
worse the damned little
life movements
PEOPLE COMING YOUR WAY
best to run

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volley down the andee

1)

we swore on our lamp of gold
as a solid step for the feet of man
for simple things to become true
words in a cold book to rise
rivers crossed to bear our backs
souls of the fallen to mean more
and the lives of many made better
look out and in then reach out
the full moon means nothing to fate
the sea cannot be spoken to
cold stars are hot when close
no wisdom but us in their eyes
one with a view to the roiling earth
remarked that his progeny would soon leave
borne out of boiling patterns
unable to sit still always talking

2)

a clean living room
everything undone
we are but civil soldiers
marked by the arms we bear
truth justice and the american
descending into oily chaos
a wildflower
3 fake 90′s
on a steel chassis
longhaired mystery men
playing arab music
all the gold’s in a bank
three tigers thick
wreck and ruin and rain
nothing will live there
for many years
be careful

3)

twenty five television paces
they drew and fired
one down on the stone
one poised and perfect
trigger hot the moment strobes
sixteen vicarious words
spellcheck’d and special for him
reality sinks away drowsily
the sensation of a face in the river
by the fingertips and floating
all open windows and apple pies
good trucks and evergreens
several are insane
here is dread: he thinks the world
comes from him
that he is alone

4)

i write for my high so
i’m writing up high tonight
randi rhodes rocks the clean thought
the only voice i’ll write to
hard to say openly
i think she’s john adams
or maybe davinci reborn
some higher pattern
faster than lightning
slightly unstable to
pay for the path
deeper in knowledge
dance every minute
every daydream
real as we come
here comes the roll
the comforting words
she’s like. the only one.

5)
rolex replica
breitling replica
breitling replique montre
richard mille replica

firebird yellow
strapped out in the easy sun
big magnets blasting out the way
it never will be again
touchdown at the slave sale
uneasy in the kitchen but
that’s the way you are
slipping out to the garage with the olds
khazakistani style
true-tellin’ at the pool
with the sweet humming funk bank
pushing everyone to love
that lemon breeze
with the top off
laid down singing
everyone is
perfect

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cool mud mask

why are we upright?
i wonder if it is to
make the connection
between solid earth &
liquid sky
lightning rods are we
but something has
made us bent & twisted
uptight instead of upright
we carry no spark
no diamond in the dark
cannot infuse the earth
with lemons &
the divine inspiration
can’t give a cool mud mask
to lighten the tightened &
serious face of the spiritual
movie costumes cheap
cosplay shop

byron i have no poem for you
i only have my life only have me
there are no words to split from
the organism of andee
take me for who i am
the “good” & the “bad”
the “creative” & the “stupid”
when you see that all is genius
you will see the same in yourself
when i refrain from judging you
when i stop comparing
what i have done
with joel’s contribution
how many mountains skied &
songs wrote & minds freed
how many impeach pits you
have planted on dawn’s highway
how many blogs
traveling the skyway
shooting arrows at the sun
through a cage

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daydream friday

out for a moment
singing a song
making up stories
i escaped
four of us rocking
louder than lightning
separate but equal
that was its name
wilder and wilder
heads down and grinning
somebody watching
i start to sing
holiday’s strange fruit
stuck in my brain
secret and heavy
sweet and so sad
moment to moment
with my clarinet
sounding out friday
a daydream
Cheap Cosplay Costumes
Cheap cosplay costumes

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numbness dumbness puddnin’ pie
kissed the pig and made it fly
republicans
in public pens
who’s that fat man in the sty?

trading places with the herd
is it a bird or just a turd?
put him in a tiny cage
petrofood for his living wage

looks like rush or karl or rove
looking for shelter in the grove
a bullseye placed upon his brow
mow him down like any cow

look at what the bullet bring
a little package tied with string
but better watch how much you eat
there’s rotting morals in the meat

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email from greg

i’m gay
i’m a nurse
i’m a boring hippy fake
writing homoerotic verse
like Rod McKuen
while thinking i’m
Philip K. Dick
from tex-ass.
you’re named Kandy
Kandy McKannon
then he called you –
scottish
and semi-literate
and –
a deadhead
who smokes pot
while quoting Mein Kampf
(pg. 52, on the Metamorphosis of the National Soul, remember?)
plus
you’re a “democrat”, Kandy.
such a nice email from our old friend greg
i thought back to a night of DSL
when you freaked out a peaking greg
and he ran through the house in the dark
wild, like a stampeding gorilla
“I’m a man!”, he shouted over and over
grabbing things and throwing things
we all sat in the dark saying
woahh. what’s going on?
but too tangled up in the hallway vines
to go see
i read the email and wondered
am i gay?
Maybe, i thought.
Maybe he’s right.
Then i thought: Wait.
Maybe it’s him.
hmmmm.
ah, the old “deep down”
where i am the Big Fear Image River
and you are the Bouncing Ball of Coyote Freakout
i’m going to read Mein Kampf again
greg always did have the best art head
and i always learn from him
so as long as he doesn’t kill me
it’s all right
goodnight
Kandy
hoohoohoo

http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=show_mesg&forum=203&topic_id=410010&mesg_id=410010

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death at midnight

you just couldnt do it
could you, arnold?
they wouldve thought
you were weak
just a girly man
putting frowns
on the faces of
your republican friends
you wanted to be the tough guy
show old tookie whos boss
after all
youre the terminator
but ill tell you what
this is nothing new
its the same old story
big tough white guy
kicks the shit out of
little black guy
it certainly wasnt a fair fight
tookie was already down
hed been kicked
a thousand times or more
long before the crips hit town
the gang wasnt even a gleam
in his eye when tookie took the shit
its easy to act tough
on the screen, arnold
but the real mettle
comes out
between shows
out in the parking lot
or in a dark alley
where some kid is reading
one of tookies books
about growing up
clean &
nonviolent
a word you wouldnt understand
did tookie kill those folks, arnold?
he said he didnt and some say
he was set up
how many have you killed
mr. macho man?
your friends in washington
are exemplary killers
good with the blade
the gun, white phosphorus
the bomb, the bull dozer
the contractual agreement
the penis
guilt by association, arnold
100 thousand Iraqis dead
2200 americans dead
one planet dead from heat stroke
add to the list one death row inmate
what is that red stain upon your hand
arnold?
tookie couldve reached a thousand kids
with his books
but you reach millions
with your obscene friendships
let the children read stories of
violence and death
kind of like the movies you made
they are tomorrows actors
but theyll only get parts
in gangs, in prison, as corpses
tookie wanted to change the script
peace to you, arnold
peace to the world!

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shaking up andy

do the out and up
let’s go sit on the ledge
look down on the life
who’s that thing right there
that’s you andy
and you don’t believe it
because we don’t EVER
see ourselves
there i am and i don’t believe it
and here we are in this
i see something way ahead
i’m pointing it out to you
what is it
if i told you something new
would it all stay the same
i don’t think i can
but my eyes are wide and
i’m laughing
before the end my friend
beautiful friend
we live.

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waiting for you

in this world of so much doubt
and the little man has lost his clout
here we toil on the bleak landscape
but there’s one thing we can do
come on baby
i’ve got tentacles that can make me longer
grab ahold and climb to heaven
remember that night
at the carnival?
so in love was I
and waiting for you
to love me

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Symbol of a Yearning

Who can say how it began
How consciousness seeped into man

A spark in some ancient night
Around the campfire’s flick’ring light

One thing now could stand for another
Manipulated in ways impossible

Now aurochs charge across cave walls
Coming to eerie life in guttering torch’s flame

And everything is foggy now
Through mystic plant and smoky haze

We gaze back a myriad millennia
To see a paleolithic genius

Who crossed that shimm’ring border
And became us.

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john kennedy

john kennedy twisting down like crazy man
flappy flippy hands all wippet-hippy
freaky-fry swooper shippy
and then.
john kennedy and me were surfin
be boppa vip vap heavy hat my head
sweet swillin shop-o-centers you wildy, man!
ticky-tack.
john kennedy turned to me and spoke this poem
pretty sun out skyline roof vision virtual
good silent pulse and a heart of gold bees
diff.
john kennedy coming up now, man, six leagues to jump
hammer hum arc bark sweepin out the dark days
pickitup pickitup wave it out wide fide
well said.
john kennedy jumping off the roof, now, i’m going too
miley up fizzle smile order up tweet
ifn niffin gimme spots wall-o-my light
andy.

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acid trip

i don’t know if i have
ever felt so bad
what is it oh
shame to the bucket?
you scramble yon clover
and i point man to the sword
where did you get that fat lip
oh pugnacious one and
lying to the hip
waggerdly buzzardly
into the blizzardly
fatuous friday and
bedazzled to a crithp
ok ok i got arrested
last night they found
the mushrooms in the closet
its like a morrison poem
where i slit my wrists
in the kitchen
blood all over the floor
its up to my ankle
spilling force of
the brute star spangle
we gotta get bush
out of office
before he kills somebody
“they wanted me to answer
in a court of law
when all i wanted
was a quart of slaw
you tell me i
will never find heaven
when it’s what i lost
when i was eleven
it’s what i lost
when i was eleven…”

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Griffin Alley

this is the story of the cat
a kept kitten to be sure, at first
life sweet as the love between them
the heady, rich year of 1999
before it all fell apart
a fight — and She moved out.
He stayed alone — and the cat.
Sometimes food sometimes water
once two weeks in a closet with neither
Then He moved out.
“Hey, take care of my cat, willya?” he yelled
over the fence at the neighbor unknown
and off to a new future
cat roams around. Months. One Night –
The Griffin. in the Alley. The Beast.
who rips off ears and testicles
this time A BITE INTO THE HEAD
cat!
every feline virus known
infection down to the brain
the slow death begins.
Fear of everything. Nothing can come near.
The neighbor’s food and water.
Fear. Head like Two Oranges.
Time. Time. Time. Time. Pain.
Soon — nothing but half-and-half.
Shaky. Skin on Bones.
The neighbor, being sound and good,
finally catches cat, and to the doctor–
too late.
in a quiet space cat purrs
tranquilized, comforted —
a quick death. not.
The Loser of The Fight.

this creature thing, this walk-around-and-live thing
gets to me. Traps and lessons. Random harm.
Decay. Helplessness. Not To Be Loved.
Our Beliefs Fail Us.
Faith either disappears when most
needed, or blinds us to danger.
Sign says:
GRIFFIN ALLEY
cat! I met him.

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afraid the muse

yes I am dead
or something
i sink plunk
down low
for to worry long
the censorship of my art
sink a bink dink
there are too many of us
fighting for the same thing
they with their meggido priesthood
false bravado gilgamesh before them
and they dare to offer their false god
before me of the platter
watch the darkness scatter
as the sun rising on
a pagan morning
i’m afraid the muse
can’t find me in the fog
truth is all

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http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=show_mesg&forum=203&topic_id=378552&mesg_id=378635

9AM: I approach a small crowd outside the front of the Secretary of State building. I stand and hold my giant sign, proclaiming ‘Massive Voter Fraud’, and ‘Voter Fraud is Treason’, and make eye contact with people passing. Mostly smiles and thumbs-up, some deep grimaces.

10AM: In we go. No signs allowed, except for the cool ‘file folder’ signs passed out. I sign a speaker card.

The meeting opened with Assistant Secretary of State Wood launching a political diatribe (accusing the prior administration of gross mismanagement) that met with outrage from the audience. Shouts of “Don’t Even!!” and “Get on with the business!!” erupted. It became apparent to me at that point that the hearing was going to be useless, and that the panel fully intended to certify all machines and ram them down the throats of California. Wood was supercilious, contempuous, and acting like an evil molesting stepfather who relishes the growing complaints of his victim. Sorry, but that’s what I saw. Evil.

After the useless beginning stuff came expert testimony. Many obviously well-informed programmers and people with election experience. I thought it was great, informative, and moving — one in particular: the guy in the flowered shirt proposing that we simply ask the UC Berkley Computer Science department to whip up a little code for the hardware. It was a great idea. Cheap, and using current resources. No wireless parts, no modem transmission. He was so damned right. That guy for Governor.

Public comment after lunch. All of it heartfelt, all of it absolutely the best demonstration of True American Spirit I have seen in a long time. One of my favorites:

–the Really Old Guy: ‘I don’t trust my government one bit!’

Everyone had something relevant to say. The psychologist who laid it out so clearly: If people can’t trust that their vote is counted, then revolution becomes necessary. The guy in the white polo who demanded that Panel member Clark recuse himself because he had personally purchased Diebold machines for Alameda County. He was great; loud, full of truth — “There is no Free Press in this country!!” The black woman who spoke with a moving voice about how her ancestors had been murdered for trying to vote — “I will never give up!” I was on my feet, shouting “Never!”. The many, many voices of reason — Registrars, former election organizers, citizens — it was great.

Bev Harris and her investigator spoke. We were all limited to two minutes, and were prohibited from lending our minutes to others by a last-minute procedural crime, typically Republican behavior. Someone tried — Wood would have none of it. Weasel in a suit. Damn.

When my turn came, I talked about a sticker I had seen, “Five Million Fake Votes”. I tried to speak to their hearts, as a patriotic American — but they couldn’t hear me through the flameproof suits.

Later, another expert witness, who identified herself as such and spoke eloquently about past investigations was interrupted by Wood, who apparently did not like her message and attempted to reclassify her status down to public comment (two minutes) in the middle of her presentation. She bravely refused; Wood tried to talk her down. She again refused, and they called in security. When one security guard walked towards her, the crowd rose as one — “DON’T YOU DARE!!” and “LET HER SPEAK!!”. He backed off, and they allowed her to finish. I believe that if the security guard had touched her, we would have stormed the stage. I’ve never been part of civil violence in the Cause of American Justice before. I have to admit — I was ready.

That’s about it. Wood had to hold the hearing by law, but I’m certain that not a word was heard by these ur-people. I was looking at the heart of the beast. I’m afraid California may be doomed. We must throw these criminals out of office, and drive them back under the rocks from which they came. I witnessed The Gangster at work. Damn them to hell. May they all experience Instant Karma.

Anyway. I’m glad I was there.

nfive!

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neuf

1. are you walking
into the light or
running from
your death
or just crashing
down stoned and
holding your breath?

2. in the shallows
was a creature
floating in the
gentle current
a pufferfish perhaps
or somebody’s parent
maybe a whale or
maybe its wife
it could have
been me in
a past life

3. the americana piranha
like hunter s might say
“they’re cold walking meat
with dead eyes and
they’re out to kill us all”
when you’re not looking
they come out of the shadows
and bite your nuts off –
the neocons

4. did you ever
think about garbage
the garb of our age
the way we wear our lives
yet we all have
the same eyes
animals
plants
pieces
of cardboard
species of plastic
maybe even
the styrofoam cup
as it sits on the table
and sizes you up

5. i went around
and mobilized
the boys and girls
of the neighborhood
they formed a group
called the junior anarchists
otherwise known as
the jack asses to
the local viv chag
the brains who have
no people
i trained the kids
to cut to the bone
they came out of
the hills of western
pennsylvania with
teeth as sharp as
knives and shins
as thin as fins
have I ever
told you about
them?
they were the lost
tribe of northern
appalachia sucked
into the earth
in the final age

6. a girl with a piccolo
notes on the breeze
green with
the galloping
of boyhood I was seized
my throat bursting
with the sudden
knowledge of
the all
but it’s
too much
i must
withdraw

7. have you met
the newer stranger?
he’s an actual
surviving member
of the discordians
but did you see
his kids leaping
from the turrets of
the fortress of america?
they spent too long at
the intersection of methadrine
and cathode ray streets
they have lost their jive
and the will to survive

8. have you
ever walked
the sharp edge
of terror?
you get so far
out you can’t
get back
“just leap
into space”
whispers
lady vertigo
and she gives
you a little
shove

9. we of the
heather and moor
have always sung
the tribal songs
gathered as one nation
on the whole of the earth
(we laid down our
weapons
in the last age
when we returned
to the forest)
we are brothers
and sisters
of the silence
but not really
come on

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I. 5/23/1453

lost in the lofties when the
turks drove in the sally port
the wave of the hand and
the fleet rides planks to the harbor
neighborhoods out in the streets
unknowing of the coming wave
everyone is a slave or dead
no one escapes
monkey mountains of better words
cry boosha FREE at the window
fascines and steel straps
make sand out of your stone
constantine died in a grim sign
pressed — and out! i was not there
all the years are heavy tonight
sunlight in the window at midnight
camp followers crack the codes
seasons fall white at their feet
the sultan raises his arm
mercy granted mercy befisted
swellings and ghosts and words

II. 923 J Street

sweet ventilator shafts
and utility pits stuffed with blankets
elevator basements
green janitorial closets on the
eighth floor
in humming electrical darkness
the small and quiet can fit into
air from 1958
the year of demons
look up at the underground sky
directly into the filament sun
the ancient sewer has an access hatch
time ticks by in the million buried tanks
wednesday the low fluid shakes
in the million afterquakes
923 J Street has six basements
the bottom has a ragged hole
leading into the deep city
precious space now indeed
how deep will be deep enough
to live

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tribal moon

you go dun now
uh uh go on dun
you liv sin city
wipe won won
witchowoo unoo
we in the back
come dun liv
back there where
man and woman
lie dun lie with
dogs you go dun
and chant to the
earth for grace
we build we eat
too much we liv
and liv and lov
sin city yoo
boo hoo
we make
luv dun go dun
to bathe in moon
lite you go dun
sin city we eat
flesh of god and
luv till the end
of time
star in heart
big stab from
sharp star tear
me apart we go
dun no sin city
where the men
and dogs and
women eat the
flesh of god
no boo hoo
on this side
of moon

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http://www.thefrown.com/things/becomerepublican/

whatever you say
i can’t hear you
i’m in a cloud
with all my friends
torture is the lord’s blessing
(big sweet smile)
sy hersh says we raped little Iraqi boys
to make their parents talk
he’s lying, but even if it’s true —
(see the videotape)
sodomy is in the bible
and they’re little heathen urchins.
georgebushhasagoodheart.
(big sweet smile)

right — so this isn’t no goddamn poem.
i was going to just reprint message board titles
from democraticunderground.com
but too many good ones too poesitic
can you believe how far this is going to go?
which cities will gilgabush pick to nuke –
i bet it’s san francisco (g’bye MAX) ’cause
tarrishts hate freedom and that city is FREE
(tarrishts and fake christies seem to hate the same things — !!)
after martial law poetrywar will end
war is over long live the war
and i will have won
by sheer declaration

and now a pleasant interlude from
Decline And Fall Of The Roman Empire:
Chapter 15: The Rise of Christianity
“if yer bishop thinks yer bad
he excommutes ya
and yer burnin’ forevah
but yuuu kin git back
by showin’ up all dirty and emaciated
dress’d in sackcloth
ya throw yerself in the dirt and grovel
plead beg cry scream
everyday for three years (minor infraction)
everyday for nine years (major infraction)
everyday for the rest of your life (bishop just don’t like yuuuu)”

Pliny the younger wrote to Trajan about the Christies
and how all the temples of Jupiter was wantin’ for sacrificies
nobuddy buleeves it no more cause the Christies got
a better story, says Pliny

and I’m thinkin’ — wow. we need a good story.
OK, OK, heer it is — Andy, yer the MESSIAH
and yer comin’ to Earth to save us all from the
Child-Sodomizing Warmongering Crazy Christies and the
Polytheistic Nature-Lovers and the Crazy A-rabbles
NO NO NO!! — WORSHIP ANDY!! The son of GOD HISSELF!!
The GOOD BOOK (I’ll write one for you) SAYS SO!!
ANDY’S THE ONE! WE LOVE ANDY! ANDY!! ANDY!! ANDY!!
and ANDY speaks: (lissen now, lissen to the MESSIAH)
“–Insert ANDY’S message heer–”
fall down and cry and writhe to be bathed in the beauty of ANDY
ANDY is my saver I shall not want
ANDY snorted speed for our sins
ANDY was born unto his mother WITHOUT SIN!!
(we’ve got to get her on board for this one)
Why he don’t even look like his brother —
Naw, that won’t work. OK, OK, but you get the idea.
It might start small, but two thousand years from now
some ne’er do well australopithecus
will make a mockery of you
Somehow — ANDY the Benevolent will have implied
that slaughter and rape and torture are FINE –
but only in the name of ANDY.
Fergive ‘em, ANDY
For they know what they do
And they always do it.
Maybe…
fergive ‘em NOT.
In the NAAAAAME OF ANDY!!!
Sounds Good, By Andy.
O.K. That’s Enough.

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Velour Eight

sweet creamy leather seats
two thousand horsepower and a rocket
room enough to live in
the biggest fattest newest mars tires
brake scoops and side spoilers and everything
sixteen coats of radiation red video paint with seven clear coats
titanium engine
plutonium transmission
cameras and robots tucked away everywhere
robot! bring me a cream cheese sandwich
don’t i look all perfect for the crowd
zoom in and give me a little smear
feed it to the body screens
i so cool
door panels lined in rare fur
everything else is chrome
driving to the Chicken Hut
i talk to myself about the little things i need
to make me happy
everybody’s got to have one
or you got nothing
the Velour Eight says me me me me
all about me
look at me
everything’s about me
you drive a Velour
and people just know right then
you don’t give a fuck about anything
you’re the center
it can all go to hell
when you drive an Eight
hey — let’s just go!
it’s all the rage

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